Since about 2 weeks ago, I started having slightly different variations of the same dream. Last night, was probably the most vivid. I could actually hear and feel things. My dream starts with me either walking to a high cliff, that over looks the ocean or I'm already standing on it. It's late in the day but this sun isn't setting yet. I'm staring out over the ocean, looking at the sky for a few moments. The wind is so strong and loud, it's all I can hear. I feel like I'm blowing a little with the wind, so I'm trying to keep my balance. All of the sudden, I feel this ridiculously hard, push into my back/shoulder blades and I'm falling. I hit rocks on my way down. I feel like I've broken bones and I'm scraped, right before I fall so hard into the ocean. I become numb. It's really cold and dark. I can't see in the water to try to swim to the surface. I'm not even floating up. It goes on for so long that I can't hold my breath anymore. My body just starts to breathe in the water. I'm choking and gasping. I can feel myself totally slipping somewhere. Then I just wake up.
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Waiting for more...patiently...
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